breaking old habits is not easy

yesterday's exam went well and today has been generally chill so i'm feeling a bit better

feeling downright horrible lately

i fr think i need some psychological reconditioning with how poorly i respond to anything remotely stressful but again it is improving so

definitely having an easier time getting things done without worrying about extraneous stuff

i think im getting seasonal depression or something but good news from today is that i hung out with a friend from class for the first time

ive been meaning to go outside more so i went to a really cozy cafe earlier, and now i'm at the library

amor fati /cope

starving but i need to get to my morning lecture soon

revisited my old ocs doc earlier this evening and started changing things up, i think what i have now really has potential 🤔

the programming homework is so goddamn tedious

the virgin "math is scary when there are more symbols than numbers" vs the chad "it's like a little puzzle hehe :3"

put up some pumpkin led lights. happy october 🎃

finally did an exhaustive cleaning of my room; now it looks just as neat as it did when i moved in

i do not spend my weekends in solitary confinement

played so much arknights today, its actually really fun omg

testing testing 123