꒰◍ᐡᐤᐡ◍꒱ Going to bed early tonight. Trying to take care of myself in way of a child. I need to be nice to myself.

In agony.

How does one study geography without wanting to kill themselves?

Σ>―(〃°ω°〃)♡→ Love is in the air, just not the air that I'm breathing. Happy Valentine's.

I cannot be trusted on Wikipedia... I'll open one page & be there with a dozen sprawled open an hour later.

Have to keep moving forward.

Stomach is upset.

Why

I cleaned some of my room & closet.

I haven't prayed over a candle for a while now, a few days. Amazing how the mind can make a few days into a long time. Like a chasm.

I need to do something. Laundry. I need to do my laundry. I'm so tired & all I've been doing is sleeping.

Not even carrot cake or cocoa brownies or bibimbap can make me happy, but at least they made me feel better.

I made chocolate pudding.

I need to move & I need to stir.

I have a headache. I have work tomorrow. And again. And a test. And homework. It feels like things are closing in.

I'm in pain.

Site revamp... DONE! It's the middle of the night & an intense fear has begun squeezing my heart.

Apparently I really like fruit if it's in a smoothie. Who knew it was just the texture that was bothering me? (Me, a little bit.)

Every guestbook comment is the nicest thing that anyone's ever said to me.

I'm going to watch Dreams by Akira Kurosawa