Rewatching Jerma's Resident Evil 6 stream. Another attempt to drown out my miseries.

At work today. My body feels like a corpse whose weight I drag forward on a leash.

My throat hurts so bad. It feels like someone shoved a burning fork down it.

It would be really cool to feel happy again... Any day now... Please.

I think I'm depressed.

Cramps. Hurts.

So sleepy, so tired ٩(ˊ〇ˋ)*

I think that I'm finally going to get my Switch repaired! If it doesn't work out, I will cry.

Going to clean up my room a bit. I own so little now that it only takes ten minutes or so to /really/ clean it.

I have to go to work in a few.

Feeling weird & sad & a bit happy at the same time. My heart is heavy but easy to hold.

My dog is so cute & so small & like a seal & the ocean is my bed.

Watched Whisper of the Heart

Bus is ten minutes late, but I'm too scared to open a book while waiting in case I miss it.

Printing artwork for my wall!

Watching (listening) to Jerma play Detroit: Become Human

Someone, come to my house & teach me how to make pudding. I can never get it quite right.

It's not even 10 PM & I'm sleepy... ᶻᶻᶻᶻ ٩(ˊ〇ˋ*)

Going to sleep on time because I love myself ( ु⁎ᴗ_ᴗ⁎)ु.｡oO !!!!!

Egg drop soup, we alllll know it!