all this time i've been waiting for my pc to be setup, but i think i really just want to finally re-code my site w/o it

felt secure enough to shave my arms without giving in,,, it's been a long long time now

omfg finally using headphones again after 4 months i'm spiritually rejuvenated

14 (FOURTEEN) of my friends chipped in to buy laser for me??????????? wtFREAK i'm so full of love i'm gonna cry

walked 3 hrs in 34c for the queer goth cemetery picnic and nobody else showed up

wow, the worst fuckin outcome possible. that's kind of impressive. glad i moved out 5 months ago? i guess?????

feeling cute n fem :3

halloween party today!!! 1st time i'm dressing up in 12 years n also 1st time wearing a dress outside :3

omg new house has fucking roaches wtf

omg i was born to wear eyeliner and black lipstick i'm so hot

trying so many new crafts for halloween project

empty house for a week. feeling lost. what an insane 180 from just 5 months ago

I STARTED ESTROGEN TODAY

hrt delayed AGAIN

think i finally achieved true authenticity in myself for the first time, with my music taste. now i have to extend that to everything else.

i put on a dress and cried

it isn't fair bros miku will never marry me

packing for the move begins

gonna put my website in stasis soon while i go on hiatus for a couple months

writing poetry! except in secret cuz of internalized shame...