writing poetry! except in secret cuz of internalized shame...

I GOT THE VISA

full moon save me... save me flower moon

some days i can't mentally handle eating and it's been 3 in a row

thinking about abandoning stem for art even tho i'm shit at art and i already have a degree

omg i can't handle phone calls. i've been staring at the keypad for 2 hours

holy fucking shit the slvt has retvrned

therapist told me i give avril lavigne vibes and i'm healed now

on a break, kinda

miserable

feeling out of place. a secret child in the attic. they avoid talking about me.

contributed a lil bit to a web radio :3

in my new fucking life era

why does sleep gotta be impossible

in limbo, waiting, again

prob the most anxious i've been in nearly a decade. eclipse is cool tho

she quake on my earth

omfg new sybyr album,,,,,,

in a dark place i haven't been to in a long time

haven't felt this stagnant in over a year