thinking about how even though you don't do anything life still catches up to you and passes you by

its been really hard to stay awake the whole day lately

EVIL! FUCKING! WIZARD!

i cant stop shaking and spasming

cant say how i feel in exacts. imagine molasses or perhaps pitch? wriggling out of it though...

oh to share the same blanket with you

tired and painful but doing fine?

yeah. things are looking up for me

i like drawing and playing ^_^

ahh... things are looking up finally...

i'm trying my hardest and yet its just not enough at all

getting there. doing a bit better compared to the past week

i havent had a coherent thought in 4 days

havent done anything of actual use in like a week. giving myself the leeway thanks to the new meds

feeling more than the day before and yesterday. still feeling quite nothing but not as nothing as before

still feeling as nothing as yesterday... hope its just me adjusting to new meds

KAYAVA OOOOOOOO

woke up feeling nothing, like my eyes were hollowed out and the wind whistled by them

too fatigued and miserable to do much of anything. fortunately... im on actual antidepressants now ^_^ my chemical cocktail grows...

I FUCKED UP MY PUDDING glad it was still edible and i know what happened tho