owning a large feature initiative at work in the same time period that i'm hyperfocused on Rain World is just cruel...

wow. WOW. drinking is bad

Woke up at 5am. Took me 20 minutes of trying to sleep to realize that I’m | awake | awake.

bwuuuh i'm too tired today why would they make me work while i'm such a sleepy boy

work machine blocks use of apps from unknown developers. Just manually build it from the repo to bypass!

feeling groovy

oh damn i'm feeling a little miserable. let's say it's Seasonal Affective Disorder

coffee coffee tea tea (and water i guess)

head feels a bit like an overstuffed tissue box, but otherwise we're good

neocitrine please heal me

new years recovery is now a go

i had so many nightmares last night, but the coffee fills me with hope and determination

I got up early and tried to work until 13:00 before I realized that boxing day is a holiday

-10 C and dropping. first white christmas in a few years now

nothing like attempting a schedule again

i know sir, but you see i stayed up until 2am the day before work because i literally do not care about serving a capitalist entity at all

took me an hour to realize it isn't actually friday yet

am i not motivated enough do i get too distracted with other things? is fomo killing my initiative and replacing it with excess consumption?

sometimes i find myself feeling real down and out. and then i realize it's past midnight and that might be related...

the bananas were too bad