massive insomnia win: i got three hours sleep before i jolted back awake and couldnt unstick it

its so easy to find 🩷🩷 aes and even almost easy to find ❤️🤍 but what about the humble lovecore 🩷❤️. what then

the afk journey lore is crazy btw im losing it catching up on thorns of devotion

had fun theming gjds to match the old fairies@flowersforthedead site i used as my email for all of my teens

the problem i have with making a site movile responsive is that i dont want to do that. eughhhh

[insanely] i should double dip

going back and making 14 fixes and reminding myself the jankier my code the more MINE it is

if youre reading this im tulip on atabook + rosehip on neocities and i want to see YOUR WEBBED SITE to add more neighbours ♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱

but i am proud of my neocities and i'm proud to launch it (remembers i forgot to add my popup) Instead Of Chasing Perfection

taking a leaf out of emma's book and admitting that it's a terrifying kind of vulnerability to make something & just put it into the world

it's crazy to be actually publishing my neocities frontpage. like i've been chipping away at this for like two? months? now

OH SHIT THAT ACTUALLY WORKED?????

A. is one of my best friends, one of the smartest people i've ever met, and entirely the reason that i've stuck with coding this page and made any headway. if you see any code on this page that looks particularly competent know that it came out of a conversation between us or because i got so offended by how outstripped i was being and locked the fuck in for a few days to catch back up.

i keep thinking i'm on top of cleaning my code up and then i paste in two other formats from my scrapped code and forget to tidy it uppppppp

had a REALLY good idea and now i have to sit with the fact that its completely undoable on any computer besides my dreamscape one

ate two biscuits (american) for lunch but i am keeping it down so yknow. me 1 stomach issues ... also 1 :/ for now

realized i could use my right sidebar on nested pages to just hold navigation blocks for that nvm im at peace again

syrup caught a mouse but now all three cats have like Mouse Psychosis and im catching it... what are they looking at. what did they see.

i'm really struggling with this blinkie grid and if i fumble it one more time i'm quitting and leaving them for status cafe deco exclusively

the only gg harder to be a stan of than i-dle is like. nmixx. i cannot imagine watching the only gg rn who can sing live lose on melon