gonna try and make a drawing with a oc, i dont think i will do bday fanarts anymore, always doing them so late and mess up sleep schedule

starting a new drawing or anything is always so intimidating

maybe i shouldn't work out so much when i am bored, i am so sore but that's normal for where i am i think

chocolate milk make the world go round

MY DEORA II ARRIVED!!! IN PERFECT CONDITION IM SO HAPPY! JOY JOY JOY!!!!!

TOMORROW (maybe) DEORA II COMES! feeling in a rut lately, like i am afraid to start what i want to do! gah!

just learned my deora II shipped!! joy!! working on website!! i think i know what i want to do! hopefully i can figure out execution

waiting for my hw35 deora II to come,, i hope it gets shipped. don't want to deal with the process of getting refund

crazy how the temp hasn't gone below 100, what a bummer but i gotta deal. working on a drawing and site, i wanna finish my site soon!!

hot and tired but i will make myself work on things so i can not focus on those feelings even if its hard

had lunch with friends today!! caught up and talking! happy! received time when my hw35 deora II will come in!! joy!!

super tired from trip and mentally and emotionally lost (probably from tiredness) but i bought a HW35 Deora II!! can't wait for it to arrive

at a lake, just hanging out, secured an alliance with the geese

i was struggling to see clearly so i finally got some sleep but Where Did The Sun Go

ITS SO HOT OUT HERE 116 F

on the road of a very long trip, watching hot wheels and motorcity and listening to music waughooo

packing for trip and by talos why do i have so many medications (forgot about the state of their physical health)

its so hot out here,,, cool drinks keeping me alive

taking time to myself to realize that things Did in fact happen to me and learning to heal and reach out. I think im gonna be alright :)

crazy how working out just makes the body so feel much better