i wish i could delete the laughing with tears emoji from the whole internet

Sorry I started using this thing like a long form blog in multiple updates

I don't need to be intentionally difficult, that's petty. I just want to not have to accommodate when neither I or the person need to be.

I'm tired of being "nice" and cooperative. Sometimes I just want to let people struggle dealing with me, like I do with them.

Yeesh, I wish I didn't overanalyze things.

ugh trolls, they don't even realize they're trolling because they forget people online aren't as carefree and careless as they are

gdi I feel terrible

I forgot to change the icons for the last few statuses omg

Well sorry I can't read people's minds

I always assume I'm the one who messed up. It's the only way for me to deal with uncertain social situations. By fawning.

This is why dealing with people makes me anxious. I always wonder, am I doing something wrong that they for some reason won't tell me?

Dealing with Dad is like constantly asking myself AITA. Can't I not have to walk on eggshells all the time?

I sure as hell didn't learn how to communicate from my parents. And they're still awful at it up to now.

deleting the wretched blue bird app from my phone yet again

argh dry eyes

nothing bad is currently happening at home, but I can't help anticipate something bad

i hope i don't get sick again this weekend, fingers crossed

sleep-deprived and totally out of it

migraine

recovering from a bout of hyperacidity and dehydration this weekend