Fighting for my life in the study lounge today

man, writing is hard

listening to linkin park and doing nanowrimo, feels like im back in 2016

Writing and embroidery today, sleeping in tomorrow. Sometimes life is bearable

doing anything to combat the nanowrimo mental health toll catch me doing stretches, eating fruit, meditating, getting sleep, etc.

First draft is allowed to be bad it just has to be done <--reminding myself agressively

Guided meditation lady: "practise love.. and compassion.." Hansi Kürsch from Blind Guardian in my head: "DAdadaDa dadAdadaAaa daDaDAda dadA"

Wordcount? Reached Depression? Activated Blind Guardian? Playing Hell yeah, its nanowrimo time

Julius is the embodiment of shame and Morn is the embodiment of guilt. it all makes sense now

Truly i can romanticize any part of my life. my hand hurts like shit and all i can think of is haha im so julius coded

actually in a good mood today maybe life isnt so bad

new site buttons made and they look better this time! (<-has just found out how to turn off anti-aliasing)

Getting dental surgery this morning so ofcourse I had to have the craziest body horror nightmares beforehand

Gonna see Carcass next month lets GOOOOOO

Go listen to By inheritance by Artillery best fucking thrash metal I heard in a loooong time

Creaching in my cave

just found a site with FLAC downloads for obscure porcupine tree bootlegs life is beautiful some of these arent even on youtube

In life im just a wayward stickbug getting forcefemmed in gods tblocker case

the creature returns. site updates soon

Am i enjoying myself a normal amount? What is a normal amount of enjoyment for activities anyway?