they messed up my order im sad..

also i love going out wearing my black midi shirt it's like my safety blanket

turns out being silly at the bookstore with my friends was all i needed to gain strength and survive for these next two days

seeing the girls tonite

pppleaaase god give me the energy to cook a nice meal for myself later

IU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

definitely not a good day but some weight has been lifted off my shoulders i feel. optimistic about tomorrow ♡

sometimes i genuinely cannot believe i survived through all of this

i keep having dreams about sweets and snacks that aren't real and i feel really bad when i wake up

doing better on my own

showering as soon as you wake up really helps shake the depression off a little huh

new defunctland video we move

and concorde and i die free this time

glad you forgot about me

just this once

i wish i had someone with me today i feel so scared for no reason

and you'd bring some piece of the stars

had an awful day and almost had an awful night if it wasn't for the random people i talked to online. had so much fun. 6am but i feel nice..

oli drew my favorite character for me so beautifully ^_^ my dearest

so kind no matter what i don't want to live in a world where i don't love her