like SURE he fulfilled my physical needs (maslow moment) but what was the point of that if before i turned 10 i already wanted it to be over

the term father is so funny to me. like ok sperm donor. guy who gave 50% of my dna. i dont care for dad figures because the one i had sucked

let's say i theoretically, hypothetically, walked into traffic but not before writing a 90-page letter blaming my father for all of it,

tmrw mornings gonna be like "hey are you ok" and ill go huh? guy with emotional memory of a goldfish. yet another Father Event who gaf

ok ill admit im lying it wasnt normal mood swings yes i freaked out over my dad again no i will not bring it up with a counselor leave me al

tonight was great because i had a meltdown and then immediately after started wondering how best to phrase it on status.cafe

literally why is suicide a sin when its not my fault ideation was my only way of catharsis when i was a kid hit send

having mood swings is so funny one minute ill be reading fortuna the next ill be thinking about telling my dad to kill himself

thinking abt using gabriel then dumping him outside bc hes nothing when not in use/an insignificant object living as nothing but a tool

800 pages of fortuna left scary

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xss virus!! i removed it from mine already, but check your profiles!

ignore previous status im fine lol

me every three weeks: i should kill myself

i need to play limbus. the virus is overcoming me.

my limbo god is the mirage, which turns out to be nikki. yay <3

socratic seminars are SO much fun!!!!!

NIKKI!!! NIKKI!!!!!! YA YAY AY AY AYA YA YAYAYAY YAYAYYA YAyAY YAYAYAYA YAY

athea/eris... robot yuri...