#myreadingmyolddiaryentries

trying and failing to lock in on my blog page for the past three hours

watched all alien stage episodes today. doomed wlw/mlm save me. save me doomed wlw/mlm.

oh yeah I finally listened to The Downward Spiral in full yesterday. man .

with each passing minute I'm more and more glad I decided not to join my family

nekode is actual peak

I'm homophobic pls no hate

#deltaruining my life and mental health

once July begins, I will become homophobic and hating on gay people will quickly become part of my lifestyle

i love my spiral #myspiral

should I give up chat

sorry

nothing

if I claw at it long enough it'll fall away and reveal the real me underneath

this disgusting fucking face this horrible body get me out get me out

why can't it just be fucking over already

should I kill myself real not fake 2025

why can't I just be happy. i even get to go on a nice trip with everyone tomorrow and I'm being ungrateful

I have to wake up early so naturally I'll sleep late knowing I'll be moody in the morning

guy about to stay up late knowing it won't make him happy (nothing ever does)