starredhalo

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im sol / since april 2024 / site

emoji key☀ = sol moment, although you'll usually see this when i'm freaking out
🎤 = ranting
💻 = coding
📺 = tv
🎬 = movie
👀 = being a hater

some sort of scream out into the void. inspired by jeff

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starredhalo ❤️ 61 days ago

mgggghhhh i wanna kiss him all over

starredhalo 📖 61 days ago

What Do You Mean I Just Got To The Newest Page And Now I Have To Wait For An Update

starredhalo 🎤 61 days ago

i dont really have the energy rn

starredhalo 🎤 62 days ago

too tired to read too tired to code

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

i should write a blog post abt this

starredhalo 🎤 62 days ago

enough venting. i hate to say this but i was right assholes, he is trying to deport legal ones #owned

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

like dude the first decade of my life was #fine its just the Ideation. the Ideation which plagues my every waking hour. everything but that

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

if one more childhood trauma related event happens this week i should just relapse completely for fun yknow (talking to nobody)

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

reasonable or unreasonable crashout (the solspores are screaming unreasonable)

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

maybe it is an issue when your 9 year old is thinking things like 'we should remove emotions from the human brain'

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

kinda wish he (not my father) would be mean to me rn and yell at me <- projecting horribly

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

and i hate hate hate being in trouble because im supposed to be the good kid im just the perfect daughter im so good for them ill never ever

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

he is nnot really even a "Dad" to me he is just my Father but i call him dad because if i dont ill get in trouble

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

i was such a good kid, why did i have to go and ruin it all?

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

one day i really will lose my marbles and they'll all be sorry. they'll all be sorry i just need a few more years, please please

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

search history: is it wrong to want to tell the man who caused my suicidal ideation to kill himself with no repercussions

starredhalo ☀️ 62 days ago

voice of middle class second generation immigrant with loving, moral parents: this home is a prison

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