bring me to you and bring me down with you and make me forget you i’ve been going crazy since i met you i don’t wanna upset you

i’m bold, i’m eager, she’s loving my demeanour, i just did shrooms in malibu and i’m seeing shit so clearer, i’m an animal, hyena, i was mea

i’m 15 again

i just need to go to the pub with a friend

joie de vivre

i love soraya cinema

i love lil wayne

shoulder hurts cus i slept on it funny

why do the days pass me by before ive even had a good shot at really sinking my teeth into one of them?

god knows what tf happened in september. october was stupid and fat. november barely even got started before it ended. have i lived?

i want to have one time passionate sex with someone i have a long and complicated history with rn

god the tumblr mobile app is so fucking broken that it’s offensive

i feel like i haven’t been pretty since august and i haven’t been really pretty since last year. i’m rotting and decaying

if all i do is nothing every day im doing nothing my whole life because every day is all there is and then im really living a nothing life

i want to see evidence that any one might still care about me

i want to speak to someone who’s always known me to test whether or not they could still like me or respect me and to ask them if i’mchanged

messy room. blank mind. empty days. disorganised thoughts. wanting for nothing. whatever

new resolution: i will make an effort to look pretty every single day of december, even if no one is going to be seeing me

i cant fucking sleep. no one loves me. all my exes from high school have me blocked on whatsapp. idk wtf i did. i want phone call. it’s 5am.

rly wanna get piped rn 😴