my dad really upset me yesterday

woke up early, took my meds and did all the dishes so my parents wouldn't have to. i live in service to those that i love

in my relationship with zach; i amend that i will no longer jump straight to thinking we need to avoid each other for ages or breakup right away when we have a disagreement or things go wrong bc we are never going to breakup and i shouldn't normalise thinking of that as a solution. i also amend to always assume that he has the best of intentions when he says or does something to me and avoid assuming he has any malice towards me because he is perfect and lovely and basically never would.

kitchen sink realism

teheri and raita, beef biriyani, pakoras, naga chilli oil, murgi pulao, eilish mach bhaat, ghee bhaat, daal bhat, jelebi, fuchka, mishti

https://www.vetonomi.com/post/does-honey-pack-for-men-really-work-what-science-and-fda-warnings-say

im writing poems

like this weed turned me poetic

that weed i smoked was crazy because its giving me amazing beautiful thoughts rn

im fried doing rituals, i used to be intellectual

i got very violently high so riding the tube back home was kind of a nightmare but i feel so good rn after being cosy in bed for a bit]

reminder that having downloaded a piece of software is not the same thing as knowing how to use it

warm hugs feel good

beautiful bedroom at night time. beautiful low lighting. moonlight through the curtains on the walls, casting room in shadow. blue black red

men trying to have sex with me does not feel good

poem about the 2 warm cosy finishing sides of the central line and how good it feels to come home from london back into my warm community

lagos life but for dhaka

i'm single

we appreciate macklemore yes Free Palestine

im a loser evangelist