creativity is not 'dead' nowadays, you just don't have any creative friends. you don't contribute to art communities.

rewatched 'the thing' with my friends :) i love this movie with all my heart

i believe in my endurance i have no trust in your discomfort

strong emotions really are the key to writing poems for me

i love my darling and my friends. they make me feel like the world can be sane

when people talk about 'autism stereotypes' as if they werenonexistent irl, it hurts a bit because i am the 'stereotypical' autistic person

ive been so sick that i can't do much at all :( the brain fog is strong and i cough all the time

i hate so many things that are supposed to be 'humorous', they make me annoyed and exhausted. nothing feels funny lately

choosing poems to share on my page was actually kind of challenging. feels vulnerable

i love when large-scale documentaries are being published on youtube!!

decided to leave spacehey for good to focus on my website :)

gonna apply for online school!

no recent updayes because work therapy is taking all the energy out of me. i've been just sleeping all the time...

i'm sorry for struggling with a disorder that fascinates you. must be disappointing to know that being dissociative isn't uwu cute

i wish i didn't have to wake up early tomorrow. i just want to code all night

im so impatient lol i want results NOW

i may have to go to work therapy tomorrow even though im not fully recovered yet. i just don't feel like i deserve to stay in bed.

some people need to get off their high horse ASAP

my sleep schedule is fucked to hell and back

i really wanna code but im sick and fatigued, uugh. i hope i feel better soon..