cute and eerie are synonyms

fuck this country. i only jsut got my resting heart rate below 80 dont test the loud as fuck emergency alert system with no warning

i don't think personality disorders are personality disorders. there's no way the disorder is in the personality. it's somewhere else.

life is good life is so good (I CAN BARELY MOVE THE PAIN THE PAIN) doctor gave me another medication to try. she will give another next week

im suddenly able to handle conflict with a clear head, no guilt. ah! is anyone studying this? i was missing so many brain functions before.

i have to draw tomorrow. ohfuck. i can't fucking take having appointments to go to every day. im gonna actually KILL SOMEONE 2 more apotmtns

the new mao sasagawa cd arrived finally!!!! i got the edition with the blu-ray. i don't even have a blu-ray player. gotta hijack the ps4.

wakusei abnormal's first EP is one of the most incredible things ive ever heard, i don't even know what to do with myself anymore. AAHHHHHHH

HOOOLYYY SHIT WAKUSEI ABNORMAL IS SO FUCKING GOOD

im so sleepy god...... but not enough to sleep. i can finally get back to decorating my space lmao

i Don't. Care. what the ER nurse says. im not going off my meds. LMAOOOOOOOO

draw anatomically incorrect anime girls in your sketchbook it's okay. youre young

i understand everything about the human brain and the secret to lifelong happiness.

since getting adhd meds i sometimes have nights where even after the meds have worn off im still excited and thinking fast and i cant sleep

i wanna get really into language study again..! unfortunately tonight im in a lotta pain and my adhd meds have already worn off ah, tomorrow

god Z.A.T.O is so perfect it's so perfect i want to scream

im discovering i pushed myself too hard yesterday with all the physical activity and now the chronic illness is doing its thing T_T

OH. I. AM. A BRAINSTORMING MACHINE.

ok great news i'm not imagining anything at all

im convinced im imagining this pain even as it gets worse. hm. there's a quiet voice in my brain saying im a liar. what's up with that