coughs up blood and dies ....

im so scared im soscared im so scared im os scaared im so scared

need.... to organise...... my code..... .... oaug

guess who didn't lie to his psychiatrist

i can't wait to lie to my psychiatrist tomorrow

my site.... so messy....

im lliterally rewriting my backstory

imagining the guy i hate suffering rn

the doll and the diver

blueblueblueblue blueblublueblu blue bleu blu blue

god i love tinkerers. theyre going to invent the train together

encountering paralysis based in the need to do things the 'right way' again... I WAS HAVING SO MUCH FUN WITH CODING CMON

i'm simply. interpreting a reality that doesn't exist.

you won't look for me. you won't miss me.

questioning my reality over a singular message ... literally why am i like this

i have the best brother in the entire world

this is literally so unfair i want to sleep and code at the same time waaaaaa

if you can't tell, i'm incredibly indecisive and i don't know what i want this to look like

and though i writhed, i could not upset you

im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal