i love hating everything that i write

i have given up on poetics. i am so so eepy,, ,

girls when the grief™️

i want to be the noose that holds you, i want to be the rot under your skin

god i love being such a disaster faggot

4 more days

hate my brains reaction to getting annoyed wdym i deserve a thousand deaths for getting slightly irritated

i need to exude the same amount of shameless faggot flamboyance as peter burns does. kills everyone

my head hurts. this whole world is against me

i hate not being able to drink cold stuff cause the rest of the family were weak enough to get sick. kills everyone

as my family prospers, i feel myself rotting from the inside

must be hard for my mother to know shes *my* mother

just me and my pinboard of "pretty guys who I'd absolutely go crazy with lust if i ever saw them irl" against the world

i kinda wanna redo my entire site el oh el

sometimes i cant tell if my mothers trying to take care of me or she's trying to make fun of me

screams and cries midterms tommorrow

full of burbr -w-

iloveee my chest hurnting for no reason (the world is out to get me)

love thinking everythings a delusion cause of the previous ones you've had

my beautiful dragon daugter, binigis