u know what being a poor artist is kind of beautiful sometimes (romanticisizng the fuck out of my life)

did a bunch of shit i put off for months in like an hour

back on the vyvanse. feeling like a human being again

baddies with adhd remember to take your magnesium!!!!!!!

just took a bath hit the cart and made myself ramen with a soft boiled egg

i dont think im concussed bahaha but i definitely did fuck up my back

i fell down the fucken stairs

listening to a mix until ur brain hates it :)))) ear fatigue :))))))))))

honeycrisp apple kombucha<3<3<3

this has got me shitting myself and ascending https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-91vymvIH0c

cant decipher if my youtube short is flopping because i suck or my channel is just ridiculously small

another day of not finishing projects that are begging me to finish them

cried at grammys last night btw

made myself cry yesterday bc i convinced myself i suck at guitar and today i did some of my best playing

i probably dont suck at everything im probably just exhausted and burnt out but likeeee.

going to crash out on god bahahaaaaaahahaa

bro at the laundromat with his dogs out on the table like idk man i don't understand men

moving logistics stress me tf out

got a cold my singing voice is fucked teehee ahaha

sending so much love to my immigrant friends in the usa my trans friends in the usa i wish i could just radiate love throughout the universe