luteal phase happening i want to fuck off and be a lesbian cowboy

how it feels to be an artist but barely any public work due to the very well buried fear of being truly seen

im goinnnn thru chaaaaangeees

fuck my ever increasing back pain i cannot fucking sit upright for more than 40 minutes without having to lay down

trying so hard to embrace the bittersweetness right now

f my gay chud life (infintely grateful for the beautiful moments tho)

tofurky goes fucking insane im sorry if u disagree but im so game for tofurky

putting off working on my resume something something self sabotage

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i <3 romanticizing things

ableton without dark mode feels illegal to my eyes

sick as f this weekend but just got pho takeout and loaded that shit with chili oil and jalapenos so im going to be cured

new tat new tat new tat

made soup w mushrooms B)

made cabbage dumplings with ingredients/veggies i needed to use before they went bad, i <3 when adhd DOESNT win + preventing food waste

being unhinged as hell on here tired of being in customer service i need to lie down bro

hrmmmm time to lie down in my bed and eat saltines and play new york times wordle and also spelling bee (off da cranberry orange cider rn)

digging myself into a deeep pit again about music. i just need to get up and do it. i just need to do it. i just need to

OOOOOOGLY GOOOOOOOOO

finally cleaning out my puter so i can have space to open adobe software again without a disk error B)