they deserve better than someone like me

this hurts

sleepy j

goooooooonnna try to be productive today!!! getting better #1 goal yeeeeaaaaaa

NOW IM SMILING AND CRYING AT THE SAME TIME AND HSVE TO SHIT WHAT THE FUCK HAS THIS AUDIO BOOK DONE TO ME 😭

EACH CHAPTER LEAVES ME WANTING MORE AND THERES LIKE 50 CHAPTERS LEFT IM GONNA BE IN BED LISTENING TO THIS AUDIO BOOK WHILE CRYING FOR HOURS

IM GONNA CRY WHY AM I LISTENING TO SAD AUDIOBOOKS AGAIN WTF IS WRONG WITH ME

MY HEART HURTS FROM THIS AUDIO BOOK IM SO HOOKED BUT IT HURTS AT THE SAME TIME WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO BE SO SAD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

dude I remember 7-8 years ago when I wasn’t aloud to watch PopularMMOS but I still did anyway LOL

going to bed early tonight

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

wooooooooooooooooo

I love spaghetti but every time I have to eat it I feel like im gonna throw up

i want to go home

first panic attack in awhile I don’t know what triggered ir

my mom made me go to a party my cousins are having so im sitting in the baby room alone with the lights off and door closed lol

I love listening to audio books on stormy nights/mornings

FINALLY able to fall asleep YAYYYYY DUDE

didn’t get any sleep i don’t think lol

still cant sleep :(