i hate being bored!!! there's stuff i can do but it either takes too much effort or doesn't scratch my brain the right way

stummyache....

nothing good ever happens without something eventually going wrong!!!!

i hate feeling too anxious to sleep properly

i hate having to set boundaries!! why is it the scariest thing in the world

site tweaks happening slowly...very...slowly...

i burned out so badly on artfight that i might just do my revenges off-season

being self-aware sucks bc its like i understand why im thinking this way but thats not enough to make me stop thinking this way

by the time i get back to morrowind, the next tr expansion will be out and ill use that as an excuse to make a new modlist

oops forgot this existed

well thats one worry out of the way, about half a dozen more to go eugh

working on my site again finally after a Major Life Disruption

tryna kick myself back into gear and do more than just mindlessly scroll social media

why is it so much to ask for something to go right for once

figured it out! i think i made my sidebars too wide and that borked it

abt to lose my mind, why wont this CENTER when it was centered yesterday??

idk why but im feeling SICK tonight, I probably fucked up my sugar somehow

wanna work on early artfight prep but my wrist has decided to ache :(

saw my older brother today in person and!! even better! got him to talk to our mom in person for the first time in almost 15 years!

its been cloudy all day, i hope it rain