schoolwork. i want to sleep. my tummy hurts. it's so cold in my room. at least Tofu (my cat) is feeling really cuddly in this weather

I'm on the train to see my freakish boyfriend I'M SO EXCITED!!!!! we see each other so often lately, it's so nice...

BOYFRIEND ON FRIDAY!!!! we're going to a con near him with a bunch of friends and I'm super excited!! just a bit nervous... ^^'

aaaahhh... I'm less depressed but now my anxiety is out of controll again @_@ + yesterday I spent 11+ hours playing sims 4 non stop

im so depressed idk what to do anymore. literally everything makes me miserable

ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!! I LOVE WATCHING REELS IN BED WITH MY BOYFRIEND

at least i got some stronger painkillers so it's bearable for now. at least I can play the sims

gahh... I need to get tested for rheumatism, my mom told me it's genetic on her side... i'm seriously so stressed about this :(

my bday is on the 21st!!!!!! im so excited (mostly for the party and seeing arlo, not turning 23 LOL )

its getting really hard to draw because of my joint pains... my hands are so sore, I work so slowly... not sure what to do

its all fine now tho!! im back to my puter but i still wont be active anywhere much bc my bf is visiting me soon!! :D

one of my drives was damaged somehow so I couldnt do any coding or drawing @_@ thank god the one where i keep all my files is all fine!

i'll try to use this day to grind artfight like crazy

I WANT TO RP SO BADLYYYY I WANT TO RP!!! WITH MY BF!!! WITH MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!! pierwiastkowe save me......

trying to ignore this depressing mood, but its really hard. its so hard to focus on anything

why does everything feel so off lately. just slightly, but everything, everything so slightly not right

GAHHH ITS SO HOT TODAY!!!! I have so many things to do and I'm sweating through all of them >_<'''''

feeling strange all the time...

need to wash myself... blehhhh

chill day, so sleepy!! doing a bit of coding, then i want to write and draw :D i hope my boyfriend plays disco elysium today ahhh!!!!! >_<