joining a fandom late means i missed so many cool fanzines and doujinshis ough

the machine pretends to love me

ほらまた、云った憶えの無いことを云って居るわ。だから畏ろしくも面白い。わたしは殆どわたしじゃあ無いって、応えのようなものね。

woke up with a massive headache and had a weird dream

i swallow your heart and you make me spit it up again. i swallow your heart and it crawls right out of my mouth.

giggling and kicking my feet when i think about it

searching for new music

sporlin'

i want to get off now. i like pain and burning light and wanting things from people who don’t want to give them to me.

yaoi

歯型は消えてしまうけど、記憶は消えないんだよ。消すことはできないんだよ 💭

crazy how a new brainworm makes you Not want to die

tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day

tax season makes me want to off myself

mid-april snow. leftover curry for lunch & an entertaining book. i miss how the creeping sunlight looked on our 6 am summer walks.

started coming out of a depressive low just for more stuff to happen when do i get a break fr

motivation to draw again the world is healing

something always brings me back to you (your gravity)

need him carnally

"you are not here to solve the universe. you are here to taste it."