the soft yellow paint in this room is deeply, deeply funny. talk about heavyhanded allusions to literature eh

i've been shading out days on the big wall calendar. still losing time. this is kind of driving me mad i think

need to Do More Activities i think. i can feel the depressive slump creeping in around the edges and uhm, not allowed

i'm like its OK. if i was one of my cute fandom blorbos then id be delighted about the slanted smirk my mouth scar causes. smh

ugh. realized that my mouth scar SIGNIFICANTLY changes the profile of my smile and has gotten worse with the recent reopening...

haven't written in a little while and it's driving me up the wall i think actually

eating sugar cookies :-) decorated with blue icing and sprinkles

we are making SUGAR COOKIES!!! in heart shapes. will decorate when out of the oven

ok looking into it apparently the drink i got is 80ish mg of caffeine. not bad. i might be a bit wired but it shouldnt cause a sharp crash

large matcha bubble tea after cutting my caffeine down to 90mg daily. this might kill me

ate a bowl of warm noodles. feeling good

SAW A LITTLE RARE BROWN SQUIRREL tiniest little beast. eluded my photography cause phone wasn’t on me but BRO

cutting my hair short and it unearthing a wavy curl pattern that’s always been weighed down by length has resulted in wild bedhead Lol

many things i need to unpack like the trauma of being severely disabled in upper academia + feelings about graduation. eventually

time is slipping by again and i’m not happy about it. at least ive shed a caffeine addiction and fixed my sleep schedule but damn

kind of insane i had such intense burn out after undergrad that i uhhhh. did nothing. for like nine months. besides focus on my health??

arctic vortex. YES! i love wearing a hoodie to bed

found an oak chair while cutting down trees in stardew???

i just keep adding hot water and milk into my thermos so by the end of the night its not green tea. its warm milk potion for kittens

used the fancy body wash. i smell like lavender. gonna wear lipstick and try to write tonight