lunchables have changed so much since i was a kid damn

ability to focus selectively has gone to shit. perhaps there was something to be said about self medicating with caffeine for adhd after all

brothers stern pep talk and getting tired of my chest hurting from how hard my heart was beating main motivations behind cutting down

crunchy carrots :3 love matchstick carrots :3

added a library page onto my personal webbed site. girl i dont read enough

decorated my page with all of the stamps and blinkies i collected a few days ago. yippee!!!

losing track of the days even with two calendars i confront daily and daily journalling. i’m cooked

absently halfassedly tending to a really bad head wound while writing gay fake!marriage stuff is so camp of me. will graham energy

painted my nails and i look like a wild coyote slobbered on my right hand

well, perhaps this will be what drives me to finally watch twin peaks

writing juniper like oh... you're basically a stray feral cat mr. evelyn has towel scooped up

love having pleasant conversations with strangers. yippee!!

me realizing i just like the comfort of mmm warm drink and ungiving myself a severe caffeine addiction once i did is so funny

shocked that ive now been down to like 90mg of caffeine daily lately. i was chugging back like 4,000mg on the regular for years bro

refilling my fountain pen midway through to watch the color ribbon and bleed to transition into the new mix... cute!

2025 is the year of no more tears over people who would wish me dead, actually

my glasses shrink my eyes so much i have to hold my phone a foot away from my face for it to register without them

ate a really nice crusty muffin without having to share the best chunks with someone else. yippee

disliking this whole learning unfortunate and unpleasant things about people i know (considering: used to know.) sigh. new year new me

prioritizing yourself is lonely but worthwhile work. ploughing through the novel at a decent clip