SAW A LITTLE RARE BROWN SQUIRREL tiniest little beast. eluded my photography cause phone wasn’t on me but BRO

cutting my hair short and it unearthing a wavy curl pattern that’s always been weighed down by length has resulted in wild bedhead Lol

many things i need to unpack like the trauma of being severely disabled in upper academia + feelings about graduation. eventually

time is slipping by again and i’m not happy about it. at least ive shed a caffeine addiction and fixed my sleep schedule but damn

kind of insane i had such intense burn out after undergrad that i uhhhh. did nothing. for like nine months. besides focus on my health??

arctic vortex. YES! i love wearing a hoodie to bed

found an oak chair while cutting down trees in stardew???

i just keep adding hot water and milk into my thermos so by the end of the night its not green tea. its warm milk potion for kittens

used the fancy body wash. i smell like lavender. gonna wear lipstick and try to write tonight

leg is in stabbing intermittent bursts of pain. the fuck

washed my hair and washed the dishes. feeling normaller

going through a weird phase of life lately where i've been hardly in contact with people i know. unsure how to feel about it

also fairly sure the caffeine was pulling double duty for the chronic pain and adhd. oopsies

to be seen is to be known is to be loved, to be thought of- remembered- i matter! i matter to YOU! isn't that special?

(suddenly remembers my big brother mentioning he thinks of me often when we're out of contact) ouagh. my heart

literallyyyyy just dont trust anything your brain conjures when you havent washed your hair. its so true!

secondguessing myself like crazy about if i should type or if i should handwrite. why is my brain like this

tearing out pages seems like its all im doing as of late. frustrated. still haunted by a novel that demands to be written

dopamine machine broken asf for feeling of accomplishment. capacity to endure suffering to get results? through the roof

deeply funny to me that i really said 'um. im saying i DONT have a caffeine addiction anymore actually' and just. did that