bookstore trip soon!! i’ve never been to the local bookstore here. apparently there’s been some new ones in town in the years since

crazy how badly traumatizing a community can be to the extent you reflexively cringe and want to flee at mere unexpected mention of it

we’re out of tea after today. my leg is killing me

spoke to my older brother. everything’s coming up roses

olivia is an adorable villager. i’m going to just play new leaf, hack time, and chill while my hair dries

i know my older brother has salient points but the OCD symptoms really do rear their head up sometimes. what if i- no. bad mental eelness

in a very weird cocoon like state of my life lately

restarted my new leaf file. yippee!

gums are the same color as my skin as a result of these leg hemorrhages. brother i'm railriding on the verge of death

(the bracelet is my older brother's favourite color) +10 hp when i look at it and remember he loves me :-)

fingerguns. one thing about me is im loyal the way a hunting hound is. can't relate

i dont understand, and wont ever, how someone can remain friends with someone who has wildly hurt you

woke up in agony from the knee bleed continuing. if i wasn’t already an atheist this would stop me from believing in a merciful god

just want the pain to stop. it would be fantastic if my body stopped trying to self destruct in a red mist

i have GOT to get normaller <-- full of seething hatred and resentment. probably just the pain speaking

i continue to feel Some Kind Of Way about things. that’s OK. that’s what exists between god, me, and my diary

played the freaky zayne cards downloadable date storyline. holy shit

bored and thinking about dating again. i really shouldn't. but at least it would be fun and exciting as a whirlwind lmfao

feeling a particular kind of way and disliking it. ah, well, good motivation at the least

literally wrote my EF fountain pen EMPTY from 8pm to 12am. babygirl i was on a roll. but im sleeby now so time to rest