can’t bring myself to do the things that bring me joy because there is no pleasure and only obligation. smells like depressive episode, dear

burnout is so evil because what do you mean i’ve been profoundly exhausted for months. bro

turns out i’m not the only one who adds vanilla extract to their coffee. doesn’t seem as usual for tea though

24.27GB of kitten photos on my phone rn

eating and drinking has become an insane chore as of late. what if i simply… didnt (continues eating human kibble slop)

finishing off this oatmeal on the stairs while being too fatigued to even drink caffeine because will to move is zilch. ugh

anyways. house md era i guess

anyway it’s crazy how literally the only people in my life who’ve made efforts with my pronouns have been. cishet normie men. lmao

not going to lie seeing as i can’t medically transition i think about going back into the closet a lot. what’s the point lmao. lol even

anyway there’s a reason i primarily identify as disabled before i ever identify as part of the lgbt + why i was closeted for so long. lmao.

all this corny “we’re in this together” and “love one another” rhetoric from evil ass people behind the scenes is crazy lmao

i’ve literally been jumped for being gay before and i’d still say that that was better treatment than so called allyship’s doled out lmao

like overt bigotry sucks. getting called a faggot and followed sucks. but ostracizing and icing out and destroying my work is so personal

it’s funny because out of all of the cruelty others have inflicted upon me, it’s been allies and community members who have been cruellest

yeah i’m bitter. it’s cruel and abhorrent and displays how viciously people will turn on the marginalized given half a chance

frustrating how it’s the abused who have to live with the repercussions while people who ruined their lives skip on merrily indifferent

been so eepy in bed for like half a hour

had chicken penne pasta and some garlic naan bread for dinner

me predicting my brother would be curious about the word search tool and bookmarking it in advance is so kitty psychic powers of me

refreshing to remind myself of the distance from so called blunt (aka socially incompetent and rude) people as of late i’ve taken