stomach ulcer + caffeine addiction isn't for the weak

my god my stomach is getting worse

just ate kinder joy egg at 8pm, powered by the sugar rush I shall start writing as soon as it hits 12 am

currency so shit I might as well make my own merch

creative writing possessing my body only when it's past midnight

I LOVE MILKTEAA!!!!

did 2 chores today, phenomenal. Now I shall reward myself with a treat

Wearing my school uniform again, it feels unfamiliar on my skin. To think I was wearing this everyday

I'm most productive and low anxious at midnight and past it for some reason?

dealing with a mental issue for me is not being able to do anything well thanks to said mental issue, but can't do nothing either because it'll make said mental issue worse

it's insane not being able to do anything all day until it hits midnight and all of the sudden I'm able to work with no trouble

It's been so long since I had a media that I absolutely adore

Computer, how do I write fiction well? Quickest route, no freeways, no AI.

cringing at my own drafts, I could never write fiction

I feel unwell

already anxious right now for a normal conversation I need to have with my school administration tomorrow

optimizing my gap year to be maximally a loser, finally using my full potential

might take a gap year idk

my most productive day in months

I feel like I'm about cross eyed, it's 2 am and here I am watching mealworms vs carolina reaper