nursing a wound when they're all ready to move on

are artists prone to emotions because those emotions inspire and drive them to make creations with meaning/meaningful creations...?

it's like they already decided everything and that my opinions' are worthless. it's mildly infuriating to say the least.

i guess i like taking care of people? at the same time i'm rather selfish and unsympathetic. hmm.

when i write things down they don't seem that deep anymore lol

began as "using this helps me sleep easier", ended up as "i can't sleep without using this"

i should be giving people more work to do

japanese is more relevant to me than schoolwork right now

the school model does Not work. at least not for me, not the way i want it to. and it took me 16 fucking years of school to realize this;

we just want people around us to be fine, forgetting that having (emotional, philosophical, real-life, etc.) problems is normal and frequent

i 💭 a rsn y i like bl is this: the archetypal girls in typical het stories represent sth i am not & will never be interested in becoming

an exercise a day keeps depression away <- feeling it viscerally in my body

"your body can't protest when you treat it poorly" i sure am feeling the effect through a horrendous outbreak of pimples right now :(

did u know u can fart even in sleep (i sure didnt want to find out this way)

I was being sleepy, then something got me mad and now I'm too awake to sleep...

sbd pls chuck me into a blender argh

if im somewhere between a master and a mistress can i be called a mattress

The moment my allergy meds run out I'm unable to carry on with my day normally...!

the more work i think i have the more i procrastinate

suddenly getting 7hrs a night became so hard