gosh, why is turning's official tl so... sloppy? i thought lezhinus's better than this.

learning to do make-up - such a pain in the ass! my heart goes out to women who like ts enough to wake up at ass-o-clock for it

It's like teachers don't even care if students can do things on their own without relying on LLMs to produce slop anymore. I'm so fed up.

i'm back! and... i can't believe i'm almost at the end of kaishi 1.5k!?

life's feeling meaningless so i'm gonna walk. reporting back in 15-ish minutes

if i can beat boredom i aint afraid of anything

nursing a wound when they're all ready to move on

are artists prone to emotions because those emotions inspire and drive them to make creations with meaning/meaningful creations...?

it's like they already decided everything and that my opinions' are worthless. it's mildly infuriating to say the least.

i guess i like taking care of people? at the same time i'm rather selfish and unsympathetic. hmm.

when i write things down they don't seem that deep anymore lol

began as "using this helps me sleep easier", ended up as "i can't sleep without using this"

i should be giving people more work to do

japanese is more relevant to me than schoolwork right now

the school model does Not work. at least not for me, not the way i want it to. and it took me 16 fucking years of school to realize this;

we just want people around us to be fine, forgetting that having (emotional, philosophical, real-life, etc.) problems is normal and frequent

i 💭 a rsn y i like bl is this: the archetypal girls in typical het stories represent sth i am not & will never be interested in becoming

an exercise a day keeps depression away <- feeling it viscerally in my body

"your body can't protest when you treat it poorly" i sure am feeling the effect through a horrendous outbreak of pimples right now :(

did u know u can fart even in sleep (i sure didnt want to find out this way)