is there a way to get motivation from inside? i only feel energized when i gotta compete or when i think someone is rlly cool...

hi, how the fuck can i stop getting clocked?

i have so much work to do i'm so happy lol, finally something to stir my blood!!

just the perfect amount of chilly today :-)

istg im gonna commit actual murder (metaphorically)

bro... https://i.pinimg.com/736x/9c/67/38/9c6738bf74f94adf5ed0f9e4170cbf2d.jpg

today's being a shitshow. i woke up nauseous, w/ no energy to spare, & now, when i *want* to write my thesis my wrists are killing me ffs

why do i wake up w/ -90 energy bro...

i can't be near her i'm going insane i can't do it i feel like there's someone standing over my ribs everything hurts & i'm dazed

save me motivational verilgil save me

maybe it's silence & isolation that will heal me

now i know why some dogs chew & snarl at their own legs