rotten days.

wdyd when you wanna do a bunch of things but lack the energy to do any of them?

i just wanna be a regular adult & enjoy that hobby w/ my wife...

it's been a while since i've felt so shitty bro... i think i will take a stroll downtown next monday... maybe visit the harbour too... it always makes me feel better.

note to self: don't trust yourself.

yeah i've given up, i can't do it. "you have to :)" bro i literally can't. "lol you have to." i'm saying it's impossible. "that's not a thing, lol"

hey y'all i've given up 👍 but my heart is relived & that's all that matters

panic induced self-harm as a form of regulation but now working hurts coz your hands are fucked up

nvmd, i will do it, i'm fine, i can do this, i'm insane (i haven't slept)

heyyy im in a ditch lmaoo & its all my fault 🤪

doing so well i got a nosebleed 👍

oh anger/fury/rage/wrath my beloved...

bro my nose is killing me wtf whyyy

let's time how long it will take me to write 30 abnt pages due tmrw 🖤 (it's 1 fucking hour AGAIN)

wdym late puberty is hitting me like a granade launcher????

i'm never recovering from tonaume

i avoided this goddamn task coz it was "too laborious" & it took me only ONE HOUR to finish it bro https://i.pinimg.com/736x/f4/63/6c/f4636c91a2c029c7686a8d11fa527b54.jpg i hate myself

i'm just tired of living aimlessly & having no confidence in my choices

had a dream about this childhood friend whom i admire/envy a lot... it shouldn't hurt this much. why couldn't i just be like him...?

apparently i am a loser™... at least i had some vigor when i was an e3...