how could strangers hurt each other so bad? i thought it was love but it was really just pain. i have better now. much better.

her efforts hurt because it cant be fixed. i just keep crying and crying. i really want to go but i cant help the urge to cling onto her.

so eepy thoughts and emotions and life have been overwhelming lately

the path of recovery feels so foreign. is this what it's like to be a person?

i wish to be understood. the person they knew is long gone and i am here now, and i am not what they wanted. will they still love me?

im finally going to go to therapy after being untreated for almost my entire life!!! a lot is being done to help my mental health.

shadow milk plushie AND my partners birthday soon, pretty excited for these weeks!!! <3

I FEEL SO GIDDY RIGHT NOW!! something in me feels free and i’m so grateful. fuck the past that weighs me down!!!