waaait i forhot to take my meds. Thats probably why.

then again thats unfair cause i donf need anyone (lies)

i know im needed but i wish i could feel that i am. li̇ke obviously im needed but it means nothing when i dont feel it ykwim

im actually so mad and bored bro its insane

one day im gonna disappear and all of you mfs will miss me

i hate it i hate it I wish youd just die

i am actually so mad today. For someone who doesnt like getting mad i get hella fucking mad for no reason bro

i always got giddy when people called me sunshine. i just like people complimenting me in general

actually. i did always liked people associating me with a sun. like. I liked sunshine comments. I just thought i was larping sun

maybe jm larping moon. Even tarot says im a fucking sun im crying

ive always associated myself with the moon but people around me view me as rheir sun so #whatdatmean

or maybe…something else… I dokt know!!!!!!!! I dont knwo.

maybe ill go back to my jirai kei roots for a while i kinda miss it

wait actually idk. its between scene shag and a jirai pin straight I havw to decide. Later Well i have banga so maybe jirai pin straight?

whatever. were getting scene shag

but like Not in a straight girl pin straight way. i jusy think it goes with my bangs but . I love. Curls😢😢😢 Whatever

out of all the hairstyles i had. pin straight hair fits me best i think

personality wise i think im more like my dad or thats what peoppe say at least

at least i dont throw fits and take my anger out on people when things dont go my way

narcissistic control freak no wonder im her daughter. At least im not acting like a child unlike her