tfw you just make everything worse lmaoo

im such a fucking dumbass dude

ok i waited long enough to be hungry, i can finally go eat some oatmeal in the bath (true peace)

fixing other ppls codes instead of working on my petsite comms hahahahahahah someone stop me

"he truly has a sin inducing aura about him. like an insect during mating season" was outta pocket lmaoo

strained my bicep tendon again in my sleep. im getting a sling smh.

hands hurting again. lovely.

four humors? wack. but miasma theory? actually not that far off

mind tired but body not, grr

changed my pfp for a few places and i feel slightly better (is that a coping mechanism? i feel like its not)

constantly feeling like a nuisance again. time to bury myself in work and shut the fuck up for a bit

i feel like im holding you back bc i cant do fun things with you anymore. i wish i didnt feel like shit all the time.

pokerouge is my life now

i'm a dubious, scummy, dark-natured moron

im so mad when an anime with an annoyingly long name is good. wym "the weakest tamer went on a journey to pick up trash" has me in my feels.

icy hot just tried to fucking kill me. back to marys medicinals.

trying to learn to idle and rest more. feels odd.

im beat

why do i keep waking up so early. what do i even do this early.

finally have energy for some creative stuff and having creative blocks