throw me out the car for bein "mouthy" make me walk 5 miles then tell me u love me? wtf

where did the inter personal connection online go what is this invisible wall between us all

fentanyl i love you fentanyl stay away fromme fentanyl you fucking take it all away from me~

opioid constipation strikes again. must have sat on the toilet for 14 hours straight, sweating and naked and trembling. i finally got it out

sigh. been broke up with him for 2 ish weeks. missing him like homesick. he still thiks im someone else. not me. im not evil like he is. god

methh is a good mood stabilizer...

if anyone feels like taking a test real quick here is the new official nolove census query -.- https://share.formgrid.com/nKiMmUSJ8hs4FxSA

why dont i deserve the same bare minimum as you?

oh cool i love the part where he tells me "my mouth is the problem" i swear to god if i didnt lve this asshole, i would kick him in the face

im on a hell of a roll.... coded like 5 seperate software/command line tools in the past.. 4? days? more to come... next is generative art

oh yeah i was in the hospital all night last night due to my zombie teeth dental probs i have cellulitis in my face (look like clown)

come rescure me? :3

why cant someone just ... come rescue me, obviously i am never gonna be capable of believing in my own abilities like that

i fucking despise what fentanyl is doing to me but its like im such a pushover lil bitchthat i need codependent to kick me in ass to stop

i miss my model samples :c wah

werking on eww widgets for mah arch linux laptop :3

added new themes to numbpilled.gumroad.org if anyone wanted to err have a look

rage and agony

waking up with you beside me is such a dream

been a minute, new post on voidrane.smol.pub + about to edit hlm, and nolove.neocities.org