finally updating liedown1 :)

7-8pm is prime prowling time for st augustine cats

ludens coughdrops.....................

going back to the parking garage tomorrow

i did chance it w grindr btw. i chanced it. holy shit (affectionate terror)

would god protect me if i tried to download grindr again. not chancing it but

thank you for the cherry chapstick

two days (1.5) till i move to st augustine...

no bowl of lifesavers mints in lobby 2666 goes unravaged

my last therapy appointment w Gabriel is today, soon. i'm going to ask him what he's noted in the past few months

very wearily experimenting with javascript

(Antichrist Television Blues) by Arcade Fire...? ...bruce, is that you?

i'm fascinated by the whole realm of relating tech to angels, i.e. "the red lights on radio towers are kind eyes of angels,' etc, it's weird

no storms for about a week and today we're getting what we deserve- it's loud and promising. i hope it's as bad as it looks

oh Joep Beving, we're really in it now

bite the bullet bite the bullet

applying for my first archivist position.. stressed, but thank you elizabeth kostova for changing 14-year-old me's entire trajectory

All it's really been is leaving, and coming back. and leaving, not wanting to come back. coming back anyway.

playing Jeopardy as i watch and i feel so giddy, i feel like a kid, and my score isn't too shabby

every time someone thinks im named after that poet i lose 5 years off my life. he makes me miserable, he's a confidant spoiled