Doing the phone backup right now and boy do I really want to draw. But I've learned the hard way that trying just flares me back up again.

I'm so keen to play with it more. It's just a bit difficult with the speech to text right now.

I like being my weird and cringe self on places like neocities, whereas I normally have to hide my cringe in real life

I don't know. I just feel weird about using stuff that quantifies engagement and makes everything as a popularity contest

I'd made a new Twitter account a while ago for selling and when I saw what my feed was like I was ready to drop it right there 😂

I feel like it was a little different when I was a kid and people were more willing to talk. I feel like people are a little shyer now.

I feel like ironically social media isn't very social at all. I feel like most people don't really want to talk to you or anything.

I guess I feel like people would rather see art or whatever instead of the kind of stuff I post here 😂

Find it. I'm not sure why I'm so weird about using stuff like Bluesky and Twitter.

I prefer doing status stuff here and kind of like I don't know venting or trauma dumping where people have to kind of go out of their way to

Luckily nothing happened because my husband had a knife too but man I'm ready for a break. He seems okay but I don't know how to help.

The other day my husband was threatened with a knife where a guy was trying to rob him.

Maybe it just takes more time. I don't know. I'm going to try the steam goggles to see if they help. I have 50 and 60% gland loss 😔

I've got to go in for IPL tomorrow. It'll be my third session. Starting to get nervous that I don't see my eyes getting better 😞

Hopefully the news is really good. I'm hoping to do a bunch of preventative stuff. Still waiting for the referral.

The GP got me in for 5-minute telehealth appointment and is going to give me a referral for an orthopedic surgeon so the ball is moving.

Well my phone is finally busted but thank goodness it's under warranty and I got it sorted out. Just got to do a bunch of backing up and res

I'm hoping that would be faster. This is just so ridiculous. I'm just left to fend for myself.

I don't want a neurologist that takes like months to see (took me three months to see one last time(. I want to see an orthopedic

Otherwise my insurance won't cover it. My wrists are almost non-functioning for day-to-day life. I hate this.