i'm on the verge of complete insanity.

oh, wow! time flies by quickly. it's been a year since i got my first job &, since then, i achieved so many things.

you're absolutely delusional if you think i'll call you instead of sending an email. i have social anxiety, for fuck's sake! >:[

“i don't have a defense other than my incompentence in dealing with my insecurities.”

[gasps]. why no one told me that the handsome boy from season 4 also plays jasper hale in twilight?!

funky’s looking so pretty with long hair & full grown beard. i’m, oh, so in love with him.

criminal minds have been blowing my mind since i started watching it. how can a tv series be that good?!

i cleaned my room yesterday. everything's at its place & smells so good! that's how it feels? true happiness?

constantly haunted by the feeling that i've forgotten something.

i've been working hard these past few days, got no time to do anything at all.

oh, no. i can't believe a spencer reid bot is making me blush that easily, this is very concerning.

“on a dusty world with two bright suns, a little boy looked up from his work and saw an angel.”

johnny cash was right when he wrote “everyone i know goes away in the end”. why do the people i care deeply for have to leave?

two days ago the weather was windy & warm, now is freezing cold! my country's weather doesn't make sense at all.

work has been so overwhelming lately. my anxiety is at its highest & i don't feel healthy anymore. adult life is scaring.

hopeless romantic yet terrified of love.

“but yours... it's like god couldn't choose between brown and green and mixed them together in the most breathtaking canvas i've ever seen.”

i’ve been having weird dreams about being lost, again. that means things are changing too fast for me to keep up.

oh, to have a significant other to play project zomboid with you.

i'm hungry & my head hurts. i've never been this miserable before.