i wish it wasn't so hard to be alive.

so very, very tired after hospital visit...

feeling uncomfortable seeing food right now ... need to rest after my shower.

ohh .. why do people insist on making graphics or layouts for ants? i have bad vision.. can't read that.

i hate, hate, feeling this way ... at least you're here with me.

i wish i were less sick, i wish i were a better artist. i want to create the things in my heart

so comfortable, cozy, in bed .. like i'm on a cloud ⛅

cannibalism means i love you.

brain so foggy, i miss you.