i’ve turned 20 so i should start living a good life! (thoughts after spending an entire day rotting in bed)

summer holidays !!!! (sitting alone in my room for 4 months)

bird pooped on the swings again

birds keep pooping on the swing set near my house so i cant sit on them :(( i miss sitting on swing introspection time

i feel like I’ve only ever been made friends with but never made friends on my own

spooked by a dead magpie right in the middle of the path during my walk…. is this a bad omen…….. its head was twisted weirdly……..

looked in the mirror today and found it satisfactory. then i looked again and it was not

it’s a lie in bed doing and feeling nothing til 4pm kind of day

anyways!

i got a gf… in my dream last night… sigh. she was so awesome i miss her a little bit :(

the weather is good these days and the sky gets dark later, I just realised that it’s spring? i survived the seasonal depression guys !!!!:)

it went ok!!!

considering kindle

lord give me the strength to return the shoes i bought in the wrong size…… fuckfuckfuck im scared to death why am i useless helppp T_T

… #emo #feelings #depression #lifeissowhatever

note to self; i don’t like lemon flavoured ice cream

idk how to change this username

feeling the residue of my 4am emotions, which came at 12 last night

it was a nice wednesday:)

it was a nice wednesday:)