i wanna disappear

i’m so embarrassing

the regret is sinking in

i just did something completely optional omg im gonna embarrass myself

i don’t think i have any real friends

i don't feel real

i wanna talk to someone i like so bad but i'm so scared idk what to do omg

food is fr keeping me going

i wish i could sleep forever

i think i feel a little better today. it's kinda like a storm just passed in my mind

i hate everything

so tired lately

i'm so scared for school in 3 hours oh my god dude i am SICK to my stomach

finally this pain is going away

dear god i feel worse

idk what i did in my sleep but my neck hurts so BAD. i hate this so much oh my god

just completely finished cleaning my room!! it feels and looks so much better now :)

can't wait to finally hangout with a friend this summer

uhhhhhh rip my sleep schedule

#motivation (part 2)