need a wise orangutan that can talk to give me guidance in my life, i think that would solve my problems

been looking at job searching websites for the past 2 hours and its 4 am now i think im dying, i think im in hell... help

nothings happening recently i think i need to hit the casino and introduce loss and addiction to my life

thinking bout dabbling in javascript to add more cool stuff for my website

i gotta finish chrono trigger, i gotta finish outer wilds, i gotta finish dragons dogma 2, i gotta finish pentiment... IM COOKED!!!!

cheffed up an incredible meal, i think i will be happy today

still jobless haha, YUP!

havent done anything productive in a week i think im melting....

job search day one looking like a bust, tomorrow will be better surely, just gotta keep my head up haha..... free me from this world of pain

going outside with my friends in order to sate the demons for another day

I know im gonna have a fun time hanging out with my friends but every time they make plans I feel slight regret saying yes... am i cooked???

built a whole bookshelf from IKEA by myself after a workout and a run... my body hurts all over... help...

rereading REAL by Takehiko Inoue, honestly think its his best, even more so than Vagabond, so much raw emotion... ITS PEAK!!

only one more exam... not looking forward to finding a job over the summer

I am sorry to everyone and everything I have ever hated… I will never hate as much as Kendrick hates Drake and for that I apologise

back on the ffxiv big fish grind instead of studying for my exam in one week... I AM SO COOKED!!!!

Going to another country that has stars and having to go back to your city with no stars is a fucked up feeling like, where did you all go?

I really need to learn how to finish things, I start writing something and then stop, and by the time I come back, I don't remember anything

If I lock in, surely I can do five weeks worth of content in one day for this exam tomorrow right??

Someone just messaged me that they found my lost wallet... I think I will believe in humanity and compassion for boundless eternity.