not to jinx it!! but!! things are looking,, a little better than expected? cautiously optimistic~

P!ATD's "But It's Better If You Do" is keeping me alive. they need to make like,, an IV drip of this, this could revolutionize healthcare

oh man trash hours are hitting hard today, I can feel the possums of /haha/ pulling me back in

holy fuck nAWWW MANNN-- so i was listening to the USSR anthem, as one does, and then i switched to the next tab over and it was rupaul's "sissy that walk". brother I am deaddd

oh man I got my new s.t.a.m.p.s. watch and it looks so fucking cool and is so comfy to wear (save for the edges getting caught on stuff lol)

i hate myself, but i think i hate my job's tooling even more, so i guess that's a win of sorts??

ughh dealing with internal tools is such a chore

whatever happened to did:dht?

all in all, it was a surprisingly nice birthday :3

you know it's a good birthday when you're one hour in and you're like "ughhh I wish I weren't entirely sober right now"

agenderness except its not in the "cute androgynous looks" way and more the "my brain refuses to accept that I'm real" way 🥴

Ushbdj someone gave me a thing to look at and I accidentally stayed an hour late at work

oh god this beer tastes like piss, it's so bad (and I'm gonna finish it anyway lol)

bless my wonderful puppy life

alriiiight, finally wrote an entry in my journal again!! time to throw it into the drawer and forget about it for, fuckin,, half-a-year probably xpp

oh god I'm like Ron Swanson if he was cringe

stg watching Mentour Pilot's aviation accident videos is gonna get me into flight simming, I can already feel the pull

ughhhh wanna draw a character but not sure in what pose/scenario

was looking for a queer romance novel, saw one whose description started with "noah is a confectioner" and added it to my to-check-out list then and there :3 (also why does status.cafe not have any pastry emoji?? >M<)

finishing the second fursuit antler while playing through Lightfall,, lifestyles of the rich and the famous