suffocation of the self

so much restlessness, and yet i am a barren fog over this grave

cigarette and london fog tea

stagnation and total paralysis

hate and pain

the days pass without me knowing

something is wrong with me

i went to the mall today

i am going to the mall tomorrow.

la la l a.. have to hem a dress υ'• ﻌ •`υ

now the only way out.. in your heartshaped box..

dreaming hell

want to go because hurt inside please send a sign to me

sick puppy world. rose flavoring

just don't feel right these days

marvelous persona

please let things work out and guide me!

aching inside me eats me alive

feel so disgusting and wrong

feel so sick crying and needing to vomit from the aching inside me.