feeling a lil better now..! thanks @nyamazon and @cleanair (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

..wait.. people read the random crap i write..? woah

i should not be allowed to play games where i'm left alone with my thoughts.. it's always depressing ;-;

finally finished making my own 'which OC are you..?' quiz ^^

that name has never felt closer to me.. yet it feels so distant at the same time too ;-;

..maybe there's an AU where we may have been together.. that's kinda weird to think about..

my room must have been super cold in the night.. because now i've got a cold :/

i was already having a miserable day.. i didn't need to see two of my OCs divorce on TL:LTD today without me..

who randomly decided to send me a friend request on steam right now..?

it's been so long since I've had such a long meaningful conversation,, thanks bestie for being there for me yesterday <3

you know you're feeling well when it's 4am and you're writing a vent about being really self-conscious about your appearance..

..i thought it would make it better.. but no,, the loneliness persists..

why am i getting more and more stressed and anxious at even the tiniest of things..? ;~;

..have the sudden urge to do some drawing.. probably of videogame characters..

i should've remembered public transport just adds to the stress of the day.. especially when the train you want is cancelled x.x

highlighting all my flaws in my thoughts at 5am.. guess the depression is intensifying.. ;-;

i wanna talk to someone,, anyone.. but there's no one..

first day tomorrow.. I can already feel the anxieties and paranoias building ;~;

even if i don't make any friends.. i'll still have the best bestie o(≧▽≦)o

yep.. lonely as ever.. (..and why don't we add depression onto that too..)