i've been thinking about it non-stop for three hours today and it's making me so miserable..

it was only a few days ago.. most of my friends have no idea it's changed.. not even i'm used to the change yet even if it's what I wanted..

it's what i wanted.. so, why does it seem so distant from me..?

well.. it's definitely one way of potentially curing my social anxiety thats for sure :P

just got a warning for wildfires on my phone.. the emergency sound scared the life out of me.. could we not have super warm weather now..

depression strikes again..! ;~;

actually.. nvm.. worry and happiness are competing in my mind simultaneously rn..

omg,, I did it..! ..the worry yesterday wasn't needed :D

somehow,, i saw the eclipse ^-^ (..even if it was only partially..)

i have a feeling today is not a good day.. i'm gonna be overthinking something all day ;~;

finally working on the rewrite of One Eye, One Girl.. 4 chapters uploaded today ^^ 24 left to go..!

gonna rewrite my entire about page,, it's gonna make me so happy ^^

4 separate vents already today.. and it's not even 7am yet..

what my name could've been.. what my name should've been..

didn't expect to be talking about thigh highs and skirts to a friend today.. but there we go ^^

time for my paranoia to return for the next few days ;~; ..it was good to vent about it yesterday..

a nightmare just woke me up (at 2am btw).. and I was supposed to have a good sleep tonight :(

NoSlack Pets might actually help with my burnout :O

just made my first friendship bracelet :3

these two-three hour conversations with friends are the best :D ..i wonder do friendship bracelets hold their power overseas..?