brain is sludge. enough of that

my target joint is hemorrhaging again and i’m just going to ignore it to get some work done after sobbing like an animal briefly

a hot shower or, like, the soupening

deliberately triggering yourself so that you break down sobbing like pressing a ratswitch for cathartic release is kinda crazy but it works

i’m going to make myself a good coffee and try to enjoy it. i guess

knowing precisely why you’re feeling this bent out of shape and being too exhausted and depressed to do anything about it is a curse and hex

waking up and falling asleep and waking up and falling asleep is like. evil. whatever

figured out how to configure dark mode selectively which is better for my eyes during nightposting i guess

rejection sensitive dysphoria is genuinely an evil and devious hex upon wizardkitties i think

actively having to grapple with patterns of behaviour you don't want to recreate is actually a kind of hell on earth i think

haven't had a good coffee in ages... might just fuck around and find out with caffeine tomorrow

think i might actively be making myself dumber with my antics as of late. alas poor yorick etc

finished a bunch of quiz results and spruced up my webbedsite. hell yeah

my damn bank is having issues RIGHT when i place a big order for weaving yarn (MB on the cone is way cheaper than skeins) fucking hell

i love seeing what people put in their grocery cart. me pointing at zeke's haul like brogle :-) i like that

finished the entire extension (so about half of the torso) of that pastel sweater over the last four hours listening to crime docus

dad accidentally gave me a 400mg caffeine drink cause he forgot i tapered down my daily intake to about a fourth of that lately. Bro i-

made okay progress on my mint sweater today, doubleknit weight yarn just takes forever to work up

also little blue party hat for a kittywizard ofc. so adorbs

had fun playing stardew valley yippee. set up a fun kitchen table and we have BUNNIES