hmm. fuck it we ball

every day i get evil messages...

girl the bleeding wont stop. lmao

if i listen to autoheart i WILL have a mental breakdown. xana is good for disassociating to though. thats my girl

maisie you really are the princess of sad girls. one step above xana and then above autoheart on the misery scale

girl who is too profoundly exhausted to do anything but quietly play with yarn toys

unfortunately having altered my caffeine habits means its so easy to restrict now with strategic dosing. oops

waiting for the pain meds to kick in and trying to write and crochet and not smash my head into the glass table from the agony

someone tossed my goddamn antihistamines and pain meds so im stuck with my tiny stash of painmeds from my backpack. kms

the blistering is Really widespread and on a new location so im gonna um. take an antihistamine and painmeds

girl.

girl everything hurts

so out of it i smashed my foot and nearly got squashed by dropping a fuck ton of luggage so i put my sweaters away. blanket working time

sorry dan.

'why do i feel evil and hexed' maybe because you suck at math and 400 calories isn't enough for a grown adult to function. just a thought

just dont feel deserving of it. so i wont i guess. no snacks for kitty...

wooziest peast on earth. girl i need to eat something i guess

ankle hurts so damn bad i can’t walk on it. ugh

drinking matcha

autoheart getting louder in the background like oh no. oh NO