i lost motivation for like Everything Ever ugh,,, maybe perhaps i will work on my website again

i cant do my schoolwork or work on my website but i sure as hell can make a billion shitty shadowvanilla doodles. Whatever

my laziness should be studied oh my god it cant be THIS hard to lock in

emyu be productive challenge (FAILED IMMEDIATELY)

shadowvanilla on its own is absolute peak but shadowvanilla yuri is levels of peak so high i cannot handle the peak.

i need to finish my shrines directory page so i can make a shadowvanilla shrine omg. using the promise of shadowvanilla as motivation

the Worst Thing Ever is that i have 2 wip pages for my site but im stumped for both of them. i swear i didnt abandon coding im just Stupid

shadow milk's new costume looks so pretty im gonna die oh my god. i NEED to start a shrine for him... i'll lock in soon guys i swear

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no robux but i got these insanely good hello kitty cookies. Oh my goodness they're so good

i made a banger roblox avatar but i have to wait until christmas to buy the robux to get it. I Hate My Life. merry christmas eve eve

I HATE YOU HAMSTER SIMULATOR 2. HAMSTER SIMULATOR 2 MAKES MY LIFE 10X WORSE I HATE ROBLOX I HATE MY LIFE AAAAAAAAAGHHGGHHGHFHNFHDPOHBUOGNSGP

i havent made anything in like a month because the only thing i have motivation for is cookie yaoi and yuri. this cannot continue

eternal sugar and mystic flour have kissed eachother at least once i just cant prove it yet. can they add 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 to the emojis

i would like to deeply apologize to the person on my atabook who i told i would update my site in november bc unless i lock in today...

thanksgiving was not as bad as i expected because i actually felt confident-ish in my body for once. am i Healing?

thanksgiving continues to fill me with nothing but utter dread so i will stay up all night and read shadowvanilla fanfics

wheres the yuri at

the thought of thanksgiving fills me with nothing but dread and the only good thing about it is i get off from school. SIGH

sometimes i forget i exist